So we had a long wait for an appointment w a doctor at the hospital so my mom could ask about the pacemaker. Turns out the wait was worth it Bc she decided to do it and this Monday I am praying and visualizing she will have a successful and smooth implantation of the pacemaker.
This will be her first procedure since her C-section to deliver me.
When I think about it all I get scared…but visualizing the outcome I want for her is definitely helpful. Also to imagine my toddler being ok with away from me a few hours – more than normal or what he is used to….I still haven’t decided whether to have him w me in the hospital or drop him in a daycare where he hasn’t been. So many things to think about, decide and plan. Definitely not easy juggling many things at once and yet I am so thankful to be here.
i have to squeeze my readings and exercises in where I can. I am grateful I have memorized a lot. I need to do more work on the BPB….
My foot is still not back to normal, but I am ok w it by now – which is progress too and I’m thankful for sunshine whenever it appears. I do need to visualize warmer weather 🙂 as it won’t get much over 30 degrees next week.